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(Tuesday, June 19, 2007-)
+6/19/2007 11:57:00 PM]*
Feeling very wrong now, i should not be feeling this way after all that i've done, after all the effort i've put in. However, everything is starting to flood my mind again, i'm lost all mood and motivation to complete the things i'm supposed to do, and my test are next week. Haven started studying a shit for them, seriously, can't get anything in, and the only thing i think about now is talking on the phone, movies, play, going out and again talking on the phone. I seriously think there's something very wrong with me, wrong feeling, wrong motivation, wrong everything, i'm seriously not feeling right...
Forgive me for my ever-whining, people who reads this blog knows ever so well that i always whine on this blog whenever something happens or i'm not feeling right... Like i've said before, this is my punching bag, this is my mode of expressing myself, and this is my way of trying to get everything out... This is my next best thing to shouting everything out in an open area...
Ok, so let me carry on with life... The past week has been very enjoyable, very relaxing, sometimes too relaxing indeed...
Some of you, or maybe alot of you would know that i went to malaysia sunday to thurday last week, and that i flew to shanghai on friday coming back only on monday. So both trips were very enjoyable and special in their own way, i'm too lazy to write a day by day account for both trips so dun bug me for them... You could always look at Jess or WL's blog for the day by day account for the malaysia trip...
Anyway, went back to school today to discuss project, and i realise that my group's getting more slack, or rather, everyone is getting slack in year 3... For me, i'm super looking forward to getting out of this place, to starting a new life halfway around the world... And yes, the weather in Singapore is super killing me... Have i ever said that the one thing that is deterring me from staying is the weather...
And we were talking about our days in SP over lunch... Thinking back on those days, you start to realise that time files super fast, i still can remember the day i walked into school for orientation, and start realising how big the school is... I still can remember my first lecture in SB... And now, i'm a year 3, i'm leaving SP in 75 days and the next time that i would be back would prolly be graduation... Oh how time really flies... Was telling jess last night that these 2 months are going to pass very fast, especially august with study week the first week, then 2 weeks of exams, 1 week of preparing to leave and then off i go...
Ok, i'm off le, will try to blog soon, if i can...
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