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(Saturday, March 31, 2007-)
+3/31/2007 09:50:00 PM]*
Ok, i'm back again after so long... HAHA... U know me, i blog whenever there's sth really wrong, and when i start feeling fine again, i dun bother to blog... Ok, its seriously not me this time round, cause i haven been online since i think tuesday... HAHA... Been having long nights out for the past few days...
But firstly, there's sth i need to declare,
MY PROBLEM HAS BEEN COMPLETELY SOLVED...
I've seriously moved on le... She doesn't affect me anymore...
But still, there are certain places i would not step in for the time being lest it affect my currently fragile emotional state again...
KARL MICHAEL LIM IS GOING BACK TO SCHOOL HAPPY!!!
Ok, enough said about that... Been out everyday till late for the past few days... HAHA... And strangely, my schedule has been very packed as of late... Now i want holiday, i dun seem to be getting any... HAHA...
Anyway, received a disney package on wednesday, it was sent all the way from the states...
Info u ppl should take note of:
I've gotten into Merchandising, starting work 2/9/07 ending work 11/1/08... Dep and Arr dates not yet confirm, will update again when i get them...
Anyway, here's something interesting i picked outta a book recently:
Donald Duck is demanding that he wants a new costume, he wants to wear pants. The following are his reasons to support his claim:
1) I'm tired of a sunburned bum in the summer and a frostbitten tail in the winter.
2) No where to put keys and money. The other characters laugh at my man-purse.
3) Splinters. I'd like to see you attempt to pull chunks of wood out of that region.
4) The next wise guy to say "Hey, look at that full moon!" will be beaten with a brass Mickey figurine.
5) You try explaining multiple times a day to 4- and 5- year olds why I just wear a shirt but they have to be fully clothed.
Enjoy... HAHA...
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(Tuesday, March 27, 2007-)
+3/27/2007 11:34:00 PM]*
I realised sth, my entry title is always something dumb and super irrelevant... Cause i simply dunno what dumb title to put... Like a title is the main point of a story or some essay or simply a junk of words, but there's no main point in most of my post, its just simply about my life, whines from me and rantings from me, so, the title that i always put, "my life"... HAHa...
Saw this on Jess' blog like 2 mins ago, and it reads:
"To Love or To Be Loved,
Which Will U Choose???"
I know i've asked this question before, but seriously, this is the biggest question that has always bugged my life... Which will i choose??? I've been at both ends of the spectrum before, i've loved and i've been loved before and the fact is that the feeling is so different... Loving someone would tire u out the same way giving tires one out... However, being loved would tire the other party out and soon, u'll start to realise that the other party is feeling so detached from everything...
I guess the best solution to this problem is having a balance between both, to love someone and to be loved by the other party... This way, its the most 幸福 de...
Again quoting from Jess' blog:
"It Takes 2 Hands To Clap"
If someone in the relationship keeps on giving, and someone in the relationship keeps on receiving, this relationship is bound to one day tire the one who keeps giving, and he/she will just walk away from the relationship...
Simply speaking, both parties must balance giving and receiving to make a relationship work...
A "nightmare" woke me up this morning, somehow, i was dreaming of someone i shouldn't have dreamt about, i was dreaming of something that i shouldn't have dreamt about, but somehow, the images of the dream is still vividly in my mind... I realised that somehow, its inevitable that i keep thinking about such stuff when i'm left alone, and i have to just simply open my eyes and tell myself that i can't let that happen...
There's just 2 questions that is bugging me right now:
1) What is true love?
2) What is relationship?
Alot of things on TV started to hit me today... One show said that if u really love someone, everything u give to that person, u won't want it or anything else back... Another said that loving someone is not wanting that person to be by your side but wanting that person to be happy no matter what...
Again, what is relationship??? One tv show said that in the end, the girl/guy u marry may not be the one that u love the most... Another said that there is other factors in maintaining a relationship other than true love... Yet another said that a relationship is simply just 2 ppl making use of each other to get what they want...
Seriously, after recent events, these 2 questions have got me thinking...
I've been spending the past week trying to get her outta my mind, spending the past week trying to move on from all the unhappiness, and yes, i dun feel as emo and as hurt as before...
I still do think about her sometimes, i still do look back at our happy moments sometimes, but that's only human, and yes, i guess i have some explaining to do... That's just me, i can't live without knowing why somethings happen and i won't let ppl go without knowing why i do some things...
I've moved on, seriously, but again, i guess i really need this yr to just rest and do the things i like and want... But again, if u are reading this, and i know u know who u are, i dun wanna lose a friend in u...
On to the next agenda... My timetable got changed, or rather, added... I now have a morning lecture from 9-11 on Mondays...
And this totally ruin my mood for school and my Mondays, imagine, no more late wake ups, no more take ur own sweet time to school, and no more short day at school... I now have to go down early morning just to attend a 2 HR LECTURE!!!
So i have long mondays and tuesdays, and short wednesdays, thursdays and fridays... Great... Its like the other way around from my last sem timetable where i have short mondays, tuesdays and wednesdays, and long thursdays and fridays...
Now, its time to plan (replan) my ponning schedule... Great...
So today went to Comfort Driving Centre with TM and GX at ubi... I think i'll start learning my driving when i'm back from the states... Then went MS to watch Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles... The show was quite alrite, other than the short time span and no evil character part of the show, which in the end, equals a very lousy show... Luckily i spend 7bucks only on the movie tics or else i can just die there...
Again, when i'm out with my frenz, i dun feel anything, when i'm busy with other stuffs, i dun feel anything, but when i'm alone, everything just start rushing back...
My heart is saying yes to hold on, but my mind is telling me to let go to protect myself... It's time to listen to my mind now, after listening to my heart for so long...
God pls help me...
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+3/27/2007 08:47:00 AM]*
Firstly,
Thanks to those who've tagged...
Thanks to those who've been there for me throughout this period...
Thanks to those who've given me great advices...
Thanks to those who've listen to my whining...
Thanks to all of my frenz...
So went for cash till training ytd, and yes, we again were sort of playing around during cash till training... Simply hate the trainer lor... So yeah, i finally got to use the cash till machine again before expo starts and work officially starts and my cash till is filled with money and procedures have to take place to do many things...
After that went cartel at cini for lunch, and i saw mummy... Then went to "try" and get WL's phone at singtel taka, it was out of stock... After that went wisma to collect jo's pants before we started to walk around aimlessly... Then WL decided to go to Heeren to get her glasses, so we walked over to Heeren... Bumped around in the glasses shop while WL and Wanyi were finding for glasses frame for themselves and Jess was finding for sunglasses... Was picking up nonsense frames for the 3 of them to try... So WL finally settled down on her frame and went to test her eyes, while the remainding 3 of us continued to bump around in the shop toking bout disney... Then went over to Orchard's Popular to get Jess' photo album before training back home...
I'm so waiting to get to DW soon, i think i need the time away seriously and i need a life...
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(Sunday, March 25, 2007-)
+3/25/2007 01:04:00 AM]*
I'm feeling emo all of a sudden... Suddenly, all the feelings that i once thought i'd given up is rushing back... And u know what, i thought dumb thoughts on the way back from the airport... Blast me please...
I mean there's this thought in my head that history will repeat itself, although many a times, i've told myself that i'm not going to let it to... Prolly its all in the 3 yrs having someone around only to realise that that someone actually lied to u...
I'm still wondering how to give up everything seriously... Someone please help me... Again, the blade looks tempting... Again, i tell myself not to get tempted back into this feeling again... Yes, i know that i can bluff my way back and fall back to my old state, but i dun want to... I'm determined, but why has heaven always gotta test a determine person...
Karl Michael Lim cannot fall back to his previous state... And yes, i cannot be tempted in once again no matter what the circumstances... This is my declaration of truth, of my freedom...
To the frenz around me who's been there for me so far... Thank You...
To the frenz around me who's been there for me so far... I will get outta this...
God please help me...
I surrender...
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(Saturday, March 24, 2007-)
+3/24/2007 12:49:00 AM]*
Yes... I'm back after a rather hectic day out today... My work schedule is out, my timetable is out, and the day i start work at Disney is also out... And yes, they all came out TODAY!!!
Ok, lets start with today... Went down to JL HR for orientation, so met up with my frenz who were working at somerset and we went down to HR... Used the same training room as previous... So everyone was filling up their employment form, well most of them, while the ex-staff were disturbing the new ones, like telling them that they should write yes next to the question, "are u pregnant now?", ok, maybe only i did that... So went through orientation for the like 2nd time... Collected the stuffs needed for expo sales, and yes, i'm so gonna be a cashier this time judging from my number, the under-paid cashier, like what pat says...
We pulled eugene into the training room though he was not working for this expo sales, and yes, i guess we were the loudest in the whole room... HAHA... Esp with me around...
After that, went down to BK at orchard emerald to eat before going over to centrepoint cause WL wanted a cash deposit machine... And yes, we went to the bank on the 1st lvl, and there was a sign saying cash deposit machine is in basement 1, so we all went down to basement 1 to find for the machine, but couldn't find it, so again went up to the bank to ask where's the cash deposit machine, and who knows what, its in the only place we didn't search of B1, outside beside macdonalds... SHUCKS!!!... So done with the cash deposit, we went to starbucks for a drink (chat rather) before WL and i went over to City Hall to meet 15... We were the earliest ones there lo... Met nesh and went to buy tics before waiting for rynel and jie...
So we watched mr bean, and yeah, nesh and rynel were throwing our faces in the cinema before the picture started... Its a funny show, with many funny parts... HAHa... Thanks WL (u should know for what)... HAHA... So yeah, catch it if u can... And yes, the review under-rated the show... It does not deserve 2.5 outta 5 only... Probably the ending caused that rating... HAHA...
Had KFC for dinner after that, but i wasn't feeling too hungry though my only meal today was the BK in the afternoon...
Surprisingly, i've lost my appetite to eat, i can feel rather hungry one moment, but once i see food, i dun feel like eating... I can't seem to finish 1 plate of rice now when in the past, i would go for like 2... That day, mummy bought a big plate of char siew rice and carrot cake for me, but i couldn't finish it even though i didn't have breakfast... Must be my desire to lose weight, coupled with my recent feelings that caused this to happen...
Oh, and i'm super pissed with 857... I waited for like 45 mins for the bus to come, and by the time i boarded the bus, WL was already walking home... And to make matters worst, i didn't get a seat on board and had to stand the whole journey from esplanade to yishun... *Pissed*
I'm officially declaring that i've hurted my thigh muscle and my left arm muscle... Frenz are telling me not to go to the gym for at least a week (which is so) but i think i'll prolly do so to find out if i really injured my 2 muscles, but yes, they hurt at times when i do certain things...
I'm working from 3rd to 8th Apr at Expo hall 4 from 3.30 to 11pm so come visit if u can... And yes, because of work, it means no sentosa for me, no jolin concert for me and no FOC for me... At least there's income... But expo is not all about income, its also about the joy working with frenz around u... Cash till training is this coming monday, the 26th of mar... And i'm preparing to make small items cost a bomb on that day... Can't wait to touch the cash till after so long...
Got my disney posting today too... I'm starting work with them on the 2nd of Sept... So yes, i'll be spending my birthday there... Still wondering who'll be there to send me off the day i leave, but i'm not hoping too much though, esp if its the same as the last batch (early morning flight)... I'll be doing merchandising at disney... Hopefully, i get placed in those big emporium-like store in Main Street or any of the park for that matter... But i dun mind being swopped around, like different days at different store... Heard that tends to be Disney's policy... But merchandising means more money flying outta my pockets cause i'll be eyeing alot of items at the parks...
My timetable for Sem 1 of yr 3 is out finally... SB is so inefficient can, or rather, the timetabling department...
Monday - 12pm to 5 pm (just like yr 1 sem 1)
Tuesday - 8am to 5pm
Wednesday - 8am to 10am
Thurday - 10am to 12pm (not including gems yet)
Friday - 10am to 1pm
So mondays and tuesdays are the 2 most shit days, and yes, i didn't get any off day as i hoped and pray for, but yeah, my timetable doesn't look too bad (other than mon and tues)... Now that timetable is out, ponning schedule would be out soon too... But no, that won't be released here... And yes, i did get what i requested, lecture days (thurs and fri)... And u know what lecture days mean, it mean that if u dun feel like coming, dun come... HAHA...
Oh, and i'll be seeing almost the whole BA this sem, not just my side of BA... I'll see the PSCM students in IAF and the marketing students in SM... So more new things to see this sem... HAHA... Less the retail students... HAHA... (ignore me)
Finally, i'm over emo stage le... I'm up and happy... Yes, i do think of the things somehow, but i know that i'm on the road to recovery... Soon, i'll be my old self again, happy and crappy...
Going out with jo tmr, i'm so keeping myself so busy these few days... And outing with jo means fun... HAHA... Cyaz around...
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(Thursday, March 22, 2007-)
+3/22/2007 10:07:00 PM]*
Number 4 for today... Just a simple request to frenz and family who reads this blog, can u please send me or tag ur fav and most dis-liked disney character... Thanks...
P.S. Fifteen who read this blog, pls ask fifteen who does not read the blog and post for them... Tyty...
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+3/22/2007 01:41:00 PM]*
If u guys are thinking what the hell am i doing blogging so many times in a day, i'm sorry... Its just that random thoughts always fill my mind, but when i'm sitting in front of the posting screen, everything disappears...
Recently, alot of show's that i've been following have been showing break up... Take Love Queen for example... I'm on the episode that everyone breaks up with their other half... The other show that i'm watching, some law show on cable, one of the main couple just went through a divorce... Is this an indication of anything???
My life feels like a tv serial cum horror movie cum sad sobbing storybook... But all sad stories have happy ending, if that is an indication of things to come...
I think what is so good about me is that i have the ability to psycho myself on something even though its not logical, scientific or whatsoever... That's why i could excel so many times in debates, cause even though our side seems to be the more disadvantagous side on the motion, i would psycho myself that its not true...
Talking about debates, i miss them seriously, and yes, i'll prolly join them again in Uni, plus my emcee-ing and all my public speaking... And yes, not to forget tennis as well...
Somemore things i want...
To learn driving...
Oh, and isa and i are talking about how fast life goes, how people come and people go in ur life, that's life... I'm already a yr 3, its so fast, soon, i'll be in disney, and next, i'll be in NS...
Life is fast, so why upset urself on all the unhappy things...
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+3/22/2007 12:56:00 PM]*
I feel like i've been doing drugs for the longest time possible, and suddenly, i have and MUST quit...
This whole thing feels like and addiction, and this feeling now is like trying to quit my addiction...
Prolly slitting my wrist would make me feel so much more better, and admitted, i think about doing so every night...
Its not the first time anymore, i've been there, done that, i've seen the blood gush out from the tiny line that the pen knife made, i've felt the adrinaline rush once the blade touches the skin... However, i know that this is only a temporary measure to stop my addiction, and it would come back again...
I told shir that day over the phone, I'm so gonna go back to school happy, i'm not going to walk back to school the same way i did last yr, and yes, i'm so going to make my aim...
Many ppl say the best way to stop ur addiction is to keep urself busy, keep urself occupied with things u love doing...
I seriously can't be left alone, every night, i'm tubing till i fall asleep beside my laptop, every day, i try to find things to keep me occupied, even though sometimes i'm doing dumb things, but still, it keeps me occupied...
And everynight, if i fall asleep thinking of things i'm not supposed to think about, or just lie there thinking such thoughts, i immediately open my eyes and remind myself about my simple promise...
KARL MICHAEL LIM WOULD STAND UP AND WALK ON HIS OWN 2 FEET BEFORE APR 16... Mark my words...
Still, the penknife is my best friend now, but no, i have not used it as of yet...
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+3/22/2007 12:39:00 AM]*
Have u ever felt like slitting your wrist, for whatsoever reason... Be it because u wanna feel the adrinaline rush or just because u feel like dying...
I felt that way today, or perhaps i should say twice today... Once was in the morning or rather last night (around 1, 2 plus, so its considered morning le) and one more time was on the way back home...
Like i told sel, i seriously cannot be left alone with nothing to do, cause my brain would fill with thoughts and feelings that came from the past... Jo was right by saying that i'm too used living with these girls in my life... I'm right by saying now that i'm getting over them...
Oh ya, i'm bleeding profusely as i'm typing this, the blood is coming from my right ear hole which is currently infected... I wonder how many ml(s) of blood did i just lose in like 5 min???
I thank the people around me who try to entertain me, who care and console me, and who bother to find out more about what's going on...
Its a wonder that how my life looks so much like its planned out step by step... During the period that i lost myself completely, frenz that i previously thought would never care came by and did simple things to make me feel so much better...
And yes, frenz are so very important that i'm so not going to sacrifice them for the sake of relationship again...
Had a 4e1 class gathering today at John's house... We had a BBQ at his house, or rather the balcony in his house, but it felt like the BBQ was held in his house since there were numerous times that the whole hse was filled with SMOKE!!! And yes, i did get to see many of my frenz whom i haven seen in the longest time possible... And yes, i had alot of fun...
Oh ya, to add on to the list of I wants from ytd, here are somemore...
I want to be able to play the following musical instruments:
Piano
Keyboard
Drums
Guitar
Violin
Cello
Flute
Saxaphone
I wanna be able to write my own music again...
Ok, i'll go off now, Ms SIM WOEI LING is rushing me so that i'll help her find her song though she gave me a super vague request... No need so gan jiong girl, if its urs, u'll find it...
Have i fallen in love again or is it just a hoax???
Why do i seem so worried about everything u???
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(Tuesday, March 20, 2007-)
+3/20/2007 07:52:00 PM]*
I'm pissed, with blogger, my router, my internet and my computer... All my windows disappeared just as i was typing my post half way...
Anyway, today, i can declare that Karl Michael Lim is so totally over whatever that has happened... This incident is not going to affect me anymore, and i'm so gonna stand up and walk on my own...
I've started to learn that there are so many things out there that are so much more important than things i thought were important years or perhaps even months ago...
I want a 3.6 GPA and i'm so gonna work hard for it...
I want my Law, BA and Mass Com Degree...
I want to fulfill my childhood dream of Disneyworld and yes i'm so gonna enjoy myself in Disney...
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(Monday, March 19, 2007-)
+3/19/2007 11:12:00 PM]*
New skin, new life... Most of u by now would know how to operate this new skin if not u won't be reading this... Enjoy it for a while, i'll prolly change it when i find a better skin...
My life is so much alrite now... Although its still boring... But at least i feel so much better cept for the occasional thinking... I'm going to pick myself up and stand up on my own 2 feet again...
Was reading this article in this mth's FHM, its about how to date girls properly or sth like that... But one question that struck me is, i do more or less know how to date girls properly, but the problem is that i can't seem to find a girl to date, or more of i can't seem to find the right girl to date...
Anyway, i'm sticking by my "no gf till back from states" promise... But it doesn't state no dates... And being the casanova that i am, i cannot survive without dates... So u'll never see the promise of me saying no dates...
My aim this year, my 3.6 GPA to get into NUS BA...
I want a law deg, a mass com deg, and a BA deg... Seriously, i just wanna study things i like...
Happy playing with the new skin...
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(Sunday, March 18, 2007-)
+3/18/2007 11:11:00 PM]*
Friends are so important... True friends are even more important...
I'm surprised that people whom i tot were true frenz were mostly not there when i needed someone around after what has happened the previous month...
Admitted, i just got over what happened, but without frenz, i guess it'll never had happened...
Its werid that when i really needed someone, people whom i have somehow not contacted for ages all started popping out to help me along the way... Thank you to these dear frenz...
Firstly, thanks to Jo for being there all the time when i needed someone, thanks to listening to this guy whine about the same things for 3 whole years and thanks for all ur advices...
To Ying Xuan, thanks for (trying to) entertain me everytime i complain i'm bored... Ur entertainment does make me smile though sometimes its just a simple hello...
To Pei En, thanks for the nonsense and the outing when i'm really feeling down... The movie really taught me something new though perhaps u didn't know it...
To Woei Ling, thanks for listening to me whine over the phone so many times, and accommodating to my "lalalala" nonsense and "sianz" online...
To Liteng, thanks for asking whether i'm ok after knowing about what happened, or rather after knowing about my "hurt"...
To Joyce, thanks for accommodating me out while i'm in a bad mood though its to find and settle our job stuff... I'm looking forward to MOS...
To Charissa Mummy, again, u're always there to listen to my whining and again, u're always giving me advice i could always trust...
To Shirlene, u been there for the whole year listening everytime to every single whine that i have... Thank you... And for all ur incest nonsense and ever famous gossip...
I guess that's about it... To people whom i had forgotten, i'm sorry i didn't intentionally leave ur name out of the above list (suffering from temporary blurness), but thank you...
Today went to ubin with some of U15 peeps, and we had alot of fun there... But i found out that i've been injuring my muscle recently, first it was my thigh muscle in my left leg on the treadmill and then my ankle injury acted up again... Then i hurt my left arm muscle dunno doing what... Ytd had serious back ache prolly because of the jacuzzi pool's jet hitting my back... And today at ubin, i think i hurted my thigh muscle again... BUT, i still insist on going to the gym every week to train myself, i want to be able to pass NAPFA when it comes...
My new nai ma was telling me that it's impt to go rest, and yes, she's chasing me off to sleep again... And i'm tired though i did sleep in the Movies today...
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(Friday, March 16, 2007-)
+3/16/2007 12:47:00 PM]*
This is a story about a boy next door called Bingo and a girl called Samantha...
Here goes...
The boy next door, every girl should have one. The greatest labout saving device ever invented, safe, convenient, and above all, dependable... This boy was called Bingo. As comfortable as an old shoe, he was there when needed and no hard feelings when he was not, he was the perfect solution for the self-centered little Samantha, until she discovered the hard way...
"Too much of a good thing", that's the way the expression goes, and in his eyes, Samantha could do nothing wrong. Samantha saw nothing wrong with playing the field a bit, after all, she and Bingo had no "understanding".
Life for Samantha was fast, exciting, and loaded with glamorous mens. She not only had her cake, she ate it in large greedy glups...
And when there was no mister excitement, there was always Bingo to fill that gap.
The most desirable men are unfortunately usually the most inconsiderate as well, but then, Bingo was always prepared.
Sometimes, Samantha did get a faint twinge of conscience over the way she manipulated Bingo, but she'll ignore it and it'll soon go away...
Perhaps Samantha pushed too far. They say "all good things come to an end"...
The little frown of displeasure was an alien look on Bingo's face. It was then that Samantha's female cunning came into play, she placed Bingo "on hold".
Sally stepped into the picture...
Samantha had this rather unpopular friend, Sally. "Beautiful", Samantha thought. Something to keep Bingo's mind occupied until she needed him again.
But she was wrong...
Bingo did what Samantha expected him to do. He was nice, and kind, and gentle, and most of all, he involved himself totally in the job that Samantha, his "true love", had asked him to do.
"So smart, Samantha had won again," Samantha thought of herself. Bingo was safe with plain little old Sally until she needed him.
Swinging Samanthat had no time to worry about a drab little mouse like Sally. Life was too short to be concerned about other people. However, the pain in Bingo's eyes was a warning she should have heeded.
Then came this really big dance. The status affair! The highest point of the season!
Naturally with all the glamour guys on Samantha's string, she never gave a thought to dull old Bingo for this one. But the swingers in Samantha's set were all swinging the other way. What she was doing to Bingo, they were doing to her.
Deflating, but not disastrous, there was still old faithful for Samantha to call upon...
... Or was there???
Bingo and Sally were going to the dance together, and Samantha was but without a date for the dance...
Suddenly, Samantha knew what a heartache was. She got a good taste of what she'd been feeding Bingo all along.
Tears soaked Samantha's pillow that night, but if they washed out the meanness and pettiness out of her selfish heart, they were worth it.
The first thing the next morning, Samantha ran to Bingo's house and asked him to go "Steady" with her...
Some of you might have read that above story before... It was posted on my blog about a year ago... However, recently, there have been incidents that has me thinking about the above story and whether i'm "Bingo"...
Recently, alot has happened around me... The 2 girls that Jo once said my life revolved around have both somehow suddenly disappeared from my life... I've suddenly falled back into my zi bi life again... Been hanging out with people whom i have not seen in ages... Been around people whom i was somehow not very closed with, or so i thought... But somehow, its these people that has made me hang on to my life...
Thanks to Jo, to Ying Xuan and her sis Pei En, to Joyce, to WL for being there for me during this period of time...
And to myself, its time to start anew, new sem, new life...
I'm so looking forward to Disney, the day i leave everything behind and start anew...
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(Thursday, March 08, 2007-)
+3/08/2007 03:54:00 PM]*
I know its been ages since i last blogged... But seriously, nothing eventful has been taking place in my life...
Hols are completely boring since everyone else is working every other day... My life now revolves round eating, sleeping, online, gaming, the gym and the occasional going outs... Its becomed so dull and uninteresting... HELP, i really need a life currently...
Every school term, i pray for holidays, every holiday, i pray for school... What's this???
Results came out ytd and i'm not to happy with them although its not bad... However, that's no where near a Cert of Merit... No Cert of Merit, no where near my double degree of BA and Law...
Just bought BoA's CD not to long back, and i gotta say that her songs are really nice... The melody, coupled with her voice, thought i still cannot understand a single word she's singing (if the song is in Korean)... And not to forget, she's also (very) pretty...
One of her song caught my ears, and its been plugged into my player ever since... Here's the lyrics... And hopefully, u can hear it when it plays while u're reading this...
七色の明日~brand new beat~
BoA
どうしようもない
交わる feeling
理性じゃ止められない一瞬
唇に哾いた微睡み
缲り返してる
迷い抜けて
开け放つ窓の向こう侧に
すっと见过ごしてた my blue bird
love you まだ早い
そうでももう
be friendていう
时期じゃない
としたら触れ合える距离で爱を
见极めたい
谁よりも谁よりも
辉いてる
爱しさと向き合うよ
eyes to eyes
七色の表情で想いを描くから
so cool, so bright, feel so good
don't look back, baby always look at me
埃たまる
みたいに我慢
したくないし会えないわけは
その胸の中にあるけど
新しい closet
彩る red blue white
染められない存在でいたい
一人だけわかっていてほしい
love me 涙も受け入れる
happy and color 始まる
二人を感じる时间重ねて
涂り替えてく
今大切な人がいる
それだけで
磨かれてく amazing
まぶしい七色の明日へと
飞び出そう
be brand new beat
because your love is so good
i'm truly yours
i'd never felt this way before
切なさが溢れるたび
そっとこころで寄り添えたら
眠れない夜が明けても
何気ないやさしさに
気付けるように
谁よりも谁よりも
辉いてる
爱しさと向き合うよ
eyes to eyes
七色の表情で想いを描くから
大切な人がいる
それだけで
磨かれてく amazing
まぶしい七色の明日へと
飞び出そう
with brand new beat
so cool, so bright, feel so good
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