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(Saturday, June 30, 2007-)
+6/30/2007 03:38:00 AM]*
Was reading some blog post from the past, and i realised that then, i was really childish and selfish...
I'm not here posting to write about my past, but here to thank people who have made a difference in my life, who have taught me so many things, and who have changed me into what i am today, whether good or bad...
Firstly, the two girls whom my life revolves around now, (quoting Jo)
To Ms Jessica Yen,
(ok, whatever i write here will be seen by many, so better not do anything dumb)
Thank You for entertainment at night
Thank You for entertainment in the day
Thank You for being there when i'm moody
Thank You for your incest nonsense that i still laugh at
Thank You for chasing me to sleep
Thank You for so much that you've done for me
Thank You for being my Darling
Thank You for everything...
To Ms Jocelyn Gian,
Thank You for always being there when i need someone to talk to
Thank You for all your advice
Thank You for your incest nonsense too
Thank You for the chats at weird timing
Thank You for teaching me so much there is to life
Thank You for being my dear
Thank You for everything this past years...
And to 2 other girls who have made a difference in my life too...
To Ms Serene Tan,
Thank You for everything over the years
Thank You for being there when i'm unhappy
Thank You too for your incest nonsense that still till now makes me laugh
Thank You for being my mei
Thank You for everything even though we have had many ups and downs...
Lastly, To *Anonymous* (doubt you'll read this)
Thank You for the past 3 odd years
Thank You for loving me during those times
Thank You for all the happiness you've bring me
Thank You for all the outings, all the going outs, all the phone calls, all the messages
Thank You for teaching me so much there is to life
Thank You for everything that you've done for me during this time...
(some of you might figure out who *Anynymous* is, but dun tell)
If you dun see your name here, it doesn't mean that i've forgotten about you, but blogging at 4am in the morning doesn't help when u gotta write each ppl name by name... The next one is for you ppl:
To All My Friends,
Thank You for everything
Thank You for being there when i need someone
Thank You for cheering me up numerous times
Thank You for your incest nonsense at times
Thank You for teaching me so much to life
THANK YOU ALL!!!
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(Wednesday, June 27, 2007-)
+6/27/2007 12:00:00 AM]*
Status: Together but unattached.
It's because of all the gossip that's why she didn't want to accept me...
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(Tuesday, June 26, 2007-)
+6/26/2007 03:36:00 PM]*
ARE WE TOGETHER???
Dear guys,
So many of u must be wondering whether we are together a not??? I would simply like to ask u this question... Why are u guys so interested... If u guys say that its because u wanna feel happy for us, then u should be happy seeing us happily together... HAHA... Does being together means happiness??? I beg to differ... So long as 2 people are happily together, who cares about what we are, what status are we... So if u guys are serious interested in the above question, QUIT BUGGING!!! We'll tell u guys when the time is right (just like Jie and CH)...
I would thank you guys if u all just let me and Jess live a life of our own... HAHA...
Regards,
Karl
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(Sunday, June 24, 2007-)
+6/24/2007 04:49:00 PM]*
"This must end today, it has to end here," His voice suddenly becoming hoarse, though it started of strict and precise.
"But why? Why has this got to happen?" She cut in immediately, tears building up in her eyes as one rolled down her rosy cheeks. "I cannot let this happen, why?"
She sat up from his arms, placed her demure feet on the cold parquet flooring and stood up. Looking back, she saw the giant un-made queen-size bed, the large woollen blanket scrunched up into a ball lying on the floor just centimetres away. Their clothes were scattered across the room, none of them found near each other.
"You do know that i'm getting married tomorrow." He said, picking up his dark black cotton pants and slipping them on. "You did know its only a matter of time before this happens."
"Why can't we tell my sister that the one you truly love is me? She'll understand." She tort back, still staring at the untidy room, nothing was in its place after what they had done. "Why do you have to choose her over me?"
"I'm sorry Summer, but this has to happen. You'll still see me around though." He replied while putting the last shirt button through its hole. He looked into the mirror one final time, picked up his bag and walked out the mahogany room door. And as she saw him walk out, she heard his voice one last time. "Sorry my dear."
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(Thursday, June 21, 2007-)
+6/21/2007 05:45:00 PM]*
I'm happily being entertained by someone though i'm trapped here in some ulu part of Singapore... HAHA...
And she's looking on while i'm blogging... HAHA... SCARY!!! Cannot write anything bad about her... HAHA...
Ok, so i'm perfectly normal now, thanks to the current 2 girls that revolves around my life... Oh, STOP GUESSING WHO THEY ARE...
Someone is blushing now...
HAHA... Ok, enough, she wanna kill me for being distracted by blogging instead of entertaining her... HAHA...
P.S. EUGENE QUEK JIAN LIANG, U BETTER KEEP U'RE PROMISE TO RYNEL SU...
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(Wednesday, June 20, 2007-)
+6/20/2007 02:57:00 PM]*
I'm seriously feeling very emo these few days ever since i got back from Shanghai... Prolly its the nothing to do, prolly its the dun wanna do anything... Just that i'm in completely no mood to do anything whatsoever...
I think i need someone to talk to, this thing still can't go away, and it seems that day by day, its getting from bad to worst... Seriously need something or someone to perk me up, and guess what, MST is just next week...
TERRIBLE!!!
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(Tuesday, June 19, 2007-)
+6/19/2007 11:57:00 PM]*
Feeling very wrong now, i should not be feeling this way after all that i've done, after all the effort i've put in. However, everything is starting to flood my mind again, i'm lost all mood and motivation to complete the things i'm supposed to do, and my test are next week. Haven started studying a shit for them, seriously, can't get anything in, and the only thing i think about now is talking on the phone, movies, play, going out and again talking on the phone. I seriously think there's something very wrong with me, wrong feeling, wrong motivation, wrong everything, i'm seriously not feeling right...
Forgive me for my ever-whining, people who reads this blog knows ever so well that i always whine on this blog whenever something happens or i'm not feeling right... Like i've said before, this is my punching bag, this is my mode of expressing myself, and this is my way of trying to get everything out... This is my next best thing to shouting everything out in an open area...
Ok, so let me carry on with life... The past week has been very enjoyable, very relaxing, sometimes too relaxing indeed...
Some of you, or maybe alot of you would know that i went to malaysia sunday to thurday last week, and that i flew to shanghai on friday coming back only on monday. So both trips were very enjoyable and special in their own way, i'm too lazy to write a day by day account for both trips so dun bug me for them... You could always look at Jess or WL's blog for the day by day account for the malaysia trip...
Anyway, went back to school today to discuss project, and i realise that my group's getting more slack, or rather, everyone is getting slack in year 3... For me, i'm super looking forward to getting out of this place, to starting a new life halfway around the world... And yes, the weather in Singapore is super killing me... Have i ever said that the one thing that is deterring me from staying is the weather...
And we were talking about our days in SP over lunch... Thinking back on those days, you start to realise that time files super fast, i still can remember the day i walked into school for orientation, and start realising how big the school is... I still can remember my first lecture in SB... And now, i'm a year 3, i'm leaving SP in 75 days and the next time that i would be back would prolly be graduation... Oh how time really flies... Was telling jess last night that these 2 months are going to pass very fast, especially august with study week the first week, then 2 weeks of exams, 1 week of preparing to leave and then off i go...
Ok, i'm off le, will try to blog soon, if i can...
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+6/19/2007 11:47:00 PM]*
I was not in the mood
For anything whatsoever
Just not feeling right
To do anything or whatever
And then u came along
Took away my abnormal
You brighten me up
Though they’re simple and normal
And because no matter what happens
You never fail to make me smile
When I’m feeling wrong and upside down
You’re still there by my side.
Your voice lights up my day
Your jokes brings laughter
And everything you say brings a smile
Even your “”whatever”
You bring me happiness
When I don’t feel right
You take away my sadness
And make everything seem alright
-Karl Michael Lim
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(Thursday, June 14, 2007-)
+6/14/2007 06:49:00 PM]*
I so love my daddy...
And when i was away for 4 days enjoying myself with my frenz in Malaysia, my daddy booked tickets to China... WOOO!!! Malaysia-Singapore-China...
Although its a little rush, it's still going to be terribly enjoyable...
Came back only at 2 something this morning from KL, and i'm off to Shanghai at 8 tomorrow... HAHA... Will be back only on monday...
Ok, i'm back to my unpacking-packing thingy i've been doing since 3pm... Gotta unpack my bag from KL and pack my luggage to Shanghai...
No promises, but will try to blog both trips together when i'm back... But my schedule is rather packed...
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(Saturday, June 09, 2007-)
+6/09/2007 06:44:00 PM]*
A short 1,
Roughly 14 hours more till i'm outta here... So looking forward to the trip up to malaysia with my peeps... And yes, the weather in genting... Singapore is freaking hot...
And before i leave for the states in 85 more days, this is the next best thing...
To the others, have fun in Singapore, because in 14 hours time, i'll be enjoying myself...
P.S. I'm crazily booked till july, and july is filled currently with Project Dates only... So yeah, 85 more days later is what i'm looking forward to...
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(Saturday, June 02, 2007-)
+6/02/2007 07:18:00 PM]*
Your Score: CHUNKY MONKEY!
You scored 81% SWEET, 81% CHUNKY, and 81% UNIQUE!
banana ice cream with fudge chunks & walnuts
Frankly, you are nuts and you don't give a damn! You've got it all- you're a loving, caring person who enjoys getting wild & crazy and has a mind completely open to new experiences. You are a barrel of laughs and always up to something. You could probably stand to tone it down some and get your head out of the clouds, but there's nothing wrong with livin' it up now and then, and you certainly do!
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