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(Sunday, March 25, 2007-)
+3/25/2007 01:04:00 AM]*
I'm feeling emo all of a sudden... Suddenly, all the feelings that i once thought i'd given up is rushing back... And u know what, i thought dumb thoughts on the way back from the airport... Blast me please...
I mean there's this thought in my head that history will repeat itself, although many a times, i've told myself that i'm not going to let it to... Prolly its all in the 3 yrs having someone around only to realise that that someone actually lied to u...
I'm still wondering how to give up everything seriously... Someone please help me... Again, the blade looks tempting... Again, i tell myself not to get tempted back into this feeling again... Yes, i know that i can bluff my way back and fall back to my old state, but i dun want to... I'm determined, but why has heaven always gotta test a determine person...
Karl Michael Lim cannot fall back to his previous state... And yes, i cannot be tempted in once again no matter what the circumstances... This is my declaration of truth, of my freedom...
To the frenz around me who's been there for me so far... Thank You...
To the frenz around me who's been there for me so far... I will get outta this...
God please help me...
I surrender...
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