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(Thursday, March 22, 2007-)
+3/22/2007 12:39:00 AM]*
Have u ever felt like slitting your wrist, for whatsoever reason... Be it because u wanna feel the adrinaline rush or just because u feel like dying...
I felt that way today, or perhaps i should say twice today... Once was in the morning or rather last night (around 1, 2 plus, so its considered morning le) and one more time was on the way back home...
Like i told sel, i seriously cannot be left alone with nothing to do, cause my brain would fill with thoughts and feelings that came from the past... Jo was right by saying that i'm too used living with these girls in my life... I'm right by saying now that i'm getting over them...
Oh ya, i'm bleeding profusely as i'm typing this, the blood is coming from my right ear hole which is currently infected... I wonder how many ml(s) of blood did i just lose in like 5 min???
I thank the people around me who try to entertain me, who care and console me, and who bother to find out more about what's going on...
Its a wonder that how my life looks so much like its planned out step by step... During the period that i lost myself completely, frenz that i previously thought would never care came by and did simple things to make me feel so much better...
And yes, frenz are so very important that i'm so not going to sacrifice them for the sake of relationship again...
Had a 4e1 class gathering today at John's house... We had a BBQ at his house, or rather the balcony in his house, but it felt like the BBQ was held in his house since there were numerous times that the whole hse was filled with SMOKE!!! And yes, i did get to see many of my frenz whom i haven seen in the longest time possible... And yes, i had alot of fun...
Oh ya, to add on to the list of I wants from ytd, here are somemore...
I want to be able to play the following musical instruments:
Piano
Keyboard
Drums
Guitar
Violin
Cello
Flute
Saxaphone
I wanna be able to write my own music again...
Ok, i'll go off now, Ms SIM WOEI LING is rushing me so that i'll help her find her song though she gave me a super vague request... No need so gan jiong girl, if its urs, u'll find it...
Have i fallen in love again or is it just a hoax???
Why do i seem so worried about everything u???
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